In twelve days my sons life and my life will change forever. In twelve days my marriage will be over as I know it. Almost six years........over. I have extremely mixed feelings about this. I have wonderful memories, I have grown in leaps and bounds and of course I have the most beautiful child in the universe. I have also suffered emotionally and psychologically due to my husband for many years now, but it was only about a year ago that I really woke up and realized it. I can't take it anymore and thus, he is leaving, going back to his home country. Ezra will know that his Baba loved him with his whole heart, but that he needs to be with his people in his land. The land of the Maasai and that is Mama would never leave him and needs to be in her land with her extremely supportive family. A country that has wonderful education, healthcare, clean water and an abudance of opportunities. Hopefully one day he will understand.
