The past two months of 2010 have been the most amazing spiritually that I have experienced in years. I am so satisified with every facet of my life. Ezra is growing day by day. Everyday he learns something new and surprises me. I am in awe of him and in awe of this perfect human that I created. It blows me away. Nyangusi has been horrible at keeping in touch. Typical. His relationship with Ezra will be whatever he makes of it. As of now it is non-existent. Thank god my father has really stepped up his game. He sees Ezra three to four times a week and Ezra loves every moment of it. I met an amazing man who continues to prove to me that I am deserving of love. I never thought I would find a man that would love me even though i'm a Mama. Everything that Nyangusi was this man is the polar opposite. It's like the first rain after a drought. It's like a perfect Spring day when the lilacs are in bloom. This Spring is the most beautiful I can remember. All the trees are shining. The air smells like honeydew melon and people are all smiling. Life is good. Life is beautiful AGAIN!
